I thought I lost my pc for good. And I was really seriously considering buying a laptop (even though that means I have to wait half a year to earn the needed money not to mention half a year of PC-starvation). You don't know how difficult it is not to have a PC for me!! Anyway, to make it short, my PC was resurrected (for a short while, I need to upgrade this one)

I MISS YOU F-LIST~~!!!

Anyway, ( these are the things I have in mind for the past two weeks: ^o^ )

Sadly, I am not well updated with anime. *sobs* because of the pressing school work and nasty requirements, I am left with little time for fangirling. Although, to make up for it, I do read lots of shounen, shoujo and yaoi mangas. Because it's faster to read than to watch an anime. Although, I have an exemption and it's ...


KEKKAISHI!!!

I watch this anime every weekends with my brothers. XD Shishio Gen is so cool. Madarao and Yoshimori is so funny! XD

I want to read more Gojyo/Hakkai fics! NC-17 in particular! XD

Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Title: Hate/Not-so Hate
Pairing/Characters : Oshitari Yuushi/Atobe Keigo
Rating: General or PG
Genre: Romance? Angst? I dunno.
Word Count: 779

Notes: I took a break from writing angsty fanfics because my current life is angsty enough and I need more love in this world! Anyway, I thought of this idea when I was thinking of pocky sticks hidden in my cabinet. Strangely though, I think there is a number there tinted with little angst. I couldn't help it. Angst is so powerful! Anyway, enjoy! *is currently crying due to stupid registar/department errors*

( Atobe hates the smell of tobacco... )

Ah, my back to school experience is very unpleasant for some reasons. It requires a lot of sweating and cursing. Professors demand a lot of work. Should I be happy because it indicate that they're competent and eager to share their knowledge to us? Or should I whine because I'm losing my precious time together with my pc? Nonetheless, it is very tiring. (Ah, curse thy schedule!)

I found some parts of a manga called Three Quarters only to realize that it has a prequel called Fake Fur and only to realize that Fake Fur has a prequel called Emotion Circuit. I've read the Emotion Circuit a long time ago and now that I am aware that it is some kind of related one-shots, I am slightly curious as to what'll happen to the characters involved.

Emotion Circuit by Yamagata-sensei is a very bittersweet (the existence of 'sweet' is hardly noticeable, mind you) story about a guy who loved his teacher but ended up being the 'bridge' to his teacher and his long-lost loved one. I hated the ending of E.C. because it ended with a horrible cliffhanger of the main guy now being with someone new. I also hated how he so much loved his teacher only to give him up in the end. The Fake Fur is also disappointing because it gave me a false hope/idea that a love once lost could be found again. and the Three Quarters was no better (what was the author thinking, I wonder). The stories of those 'connected emotions' are so painfully realistic and it made me think that fictions do not always end with 'happily ever after'. The more that I think of it, the more I am displeased with the manga. *sniffs*.

Anyway, at exactly 11:58:33 p.m., I received a notification e-mail of being accepted to a Japanese Language Proficiency Program I took a test for. It's a two-year course class held every Saturday for 3.5 hours. I sooooo can't wait to start learning Japanese! (I can't wait to read raw yaoi mangas!!!) I have to sleep now. My stomach's hurting me.

I haven't visited lj for a while much less my flist's lj. I did a quick look in my flist and here's what I saw:

( I fail as an lj-friend, really. )

Btw, hvid_noire and I went to a convention last Saturday. It was fun even though I came in late. I bought a lot of things and literally trashed my wallet buying things related to ONE PIECE.



Aren't they the cutest thing on earth?

( Click for more details. )

Enrollment time tomorrow, time to fix messy, crappy schedule... I don't want to go because I'm having a hikikomori spasmic attack (again?). I'll go to school by Friday. *sighs* I need money. I want to buy VAIO laptop (just like the one Hiruma-sama has). I need money... FAST. MONEY MAKES ME SAD. WHERE ARE YOU? If only someone could give me a part-time job...

I got tagged by vierblith_tefu a.k.a. 'the TezuFuji rabid doggie'
It's an interesting meme.

Rules: Answer the questions
Tag seven other authors (I tag everyone?)
Authors who got tagged twice don't have to do this meme again.

( meme for us, striving fanfic writers )

Title: Message
Anime/Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Characters/Pairing: Oshitari/Gakuto
Genre: General or maybe Angst
Ratings: G
Word Count: 431 (so short)
Warnings: Oshitari's name is never mentioned.

Note: Somewhat based in true story. Another attempt in reviving my wilting brain and a genuine attempt in writing something that is not OshiAto-centric. Schedule is killing me.

( The message was humorous but he felt like crying. )

I sort of promise myself not to post anything if it's not that important. And wasn't going to post up until my shifting procedures are done. But here I am crying in anguish!!! *sobs* Because of this:




This manga is titled 'Kimi ga Koi ni Oboreru' by Takanaga Hinako and the spin-off sequel of one of my all-time favorite manga Kimi ga Koi ni Ochiru. I was fully aware that this sequel is still ongoing in Japan and is not completely scanned but since I'm starving of yaoi manga goodies (because I simply refuse to open my CD/DVD scans) I decided to dL the first 4 chaps. And now, I'm dying of cliffhanger... *sobs bitterly*

It has been a L.A.W. in my words that I never ever ever download a manga that is not completely scanlated no matter how good it seem to be. But I broke that LAW and now I'm paying for the evil price of committing a crime! *sniffs*

All I can do now is lament. One the good side of this crime, I am happy that there is a sequel! I've always wondered what had happened to Reiichirou (one of the protagonist in the manga)ever since he was rejected. Much more to my surprise, he is the uke in this sequel. (He seemed to appeal the role of seme in the Ochiru manga). Anyway, I suggest that you don't check this manga. XD I'll tell you people when it'll be completely scanlated. XD

By the way supporting/watching too many damn fandoms at the same time is as hard as integrating x+y=0 to something that is nonexistent. (There's no logic in there, actually) Here's the list of the fandoms I'm currently watching/trying to watch:

( List of Anime/Fandoms: Major and Minor Ones. )

The weather is always wrong timing. When I want the weather to be cold its scorching hot and when I want a nice cool breezy night, rain just pour down ...hard. But I love rain. It's more tolerable than the heat of the sun. *whimpers after hearing the thunder*

Anyway, I got this meme from a1y_puff

Leave a comment and I will:
1. Tell you why I friended you. Or why I'm fond of you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word, et cetera.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LiveJournal.

Seems good, I haven't done any meme for quite a long time so go comment minna-san! XD

Title: Before Midnight
Anime/Fandom: Saiyuki
Ratings: General
Characters/Pairings: Gojyo/Hakkai
Notes: My first try to Gojyo/Hakkai drabble. Goodness, there's no flourescent lamp/light anywhere near my room! I hate darkness. T___T I did this for ten minutes. Pardon the shortness and unseen mistakes. XD Wee~ I finally wrote a GojyoHakkai drabble!!
Summary: Hakkai has always known Gojyo's habit of going out. He asks a question he has never asked before.

( 11:59. My first try to Gojyo/Hakkai drabble. )